just a thought!!!

Do we live in the physical world that we can touch, or do we live in the world that we create in our minds?
I wish you a story with a happy ending... and the wisdom to look for it.I hope that I've healed during our year apart, and that I'm sitting with you while you read this. But if I'm not, it's not because I don't love you...
Because I do. And it's not because I don't miss you, because I miss you already. It'll just mean that I'm not better.
And the story isn't over yet.
It is easier to suppress the first desire than to satisfy all that follow.
some of us are meant to suffer..
some of us are made to believe that we have this certain destiny and then it is snatched away. But we have to stay alive beacuse we have to see how the story ends...That's why human beings exist... to save each other from ourselves....
Once in your life, if you are very lucky, you will meet the person who divides it to the time before you met her and the time after.

like the begining... ending too matters.......!!!!!!! you started but i ended... and now if u regret my absence thats completely ur fault..... coz if you cud tr atleast 1/4 of wat i tried to be with u... we wud have still been together!!!!!
one day i WILL grow up... and i will make sure i handle things better to show that not every one can make a mess like you... and being older created more mess than me being a kid !

when you fall in love 2 times in your life... always choose the second one... coz if the first one was your true lover, the second would have never come!

Nobody really knows how much anyone else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken and not even know it,..................
i have moved on.. though there are sth i will neva forget about u..r may be nobdy can replace them abt u... bt i have made a forward step.. in my life if i meet you sumtym i knoe my life wud be rejoiced but iwill neva forget the pain i had gone through... coz u have been the bestest part of my life!!!

LOVE !!!!!!

LoV3 iS ThE RaiNBow BeTwEEn 2 HearTs Thank You from the depth of my heart
For showing me that I’m not a part
I don’t rank high in your priority
And my needs are not your responsibility

Cause of my Love, you are not worthy
Go seek it somewhere else please
Cause I don’t tolerate being displeased

My feelings aren’t a video game
A virtual reality where all feel the same
I’m Unique in my Love and needs
And I expect to be treated equally

What a mess we came to be
When I ignored my heart’s warning
Things have fallen out of place
Just so I can put you, in your right place♥♥

P.Subbu's mind-crap: PAPa!

P.Subbu's mind-crap: PAPa!: "It is a legend that boys are more attached to their mothers and girls more attached to their fathers. Though the myth doesnt work for me, b..."

Best 25 minutes of my life....

Read Poems by Manali Shrivastava

Read Poems by Manali Shrivastava

life continues babes,,,

who says life ends when a relationship ends???
well probably no!.. life continues, ,, with my 11th break up i shreya was here again, more experienced than the last time...
ha hah,,,, again in search of somebody new...
well yes there surely is a better thing...
i was proposed today by Arnab... a great friend indeed. well after my last break up, i think Arnab would be a nice choice. the things that i like about arnab is :-
1) gives me time
2) listens to me everytime though he himself has lot to say
3) bitches for me though he hates it
4) obeys his promises
5) tlks to me for 2-3 hours a day!

but then i thought to give it a break. i mean no more relationship kinds of. tired off....
i have lefft it pending for the cuming years.

it was amazing when yesterday Mish asked about my latest Crush and i replied instantly "i have left it for my graduation".... wow. but yeah this was really amazaing...
after all i dont wanna be a BIMBO...

some tips !!!!!...

some tips for guys:-
1) dont let anybody fall for you when u intend to leave n run in the end.
2) if u r not ready for a relationship, dont make it,
3) a girl needs attention, dont ignore her.. she hates it.
4) if you are bizi tell her so instead of not tlking to her
5) a girl wants sumbdy who can hold her hand in need instead of showing off,
6) she feels content when you share your problems with her!
7) if you are not serious, tell her in the begining itself...
8) if you fall for sum1 else, honestly tell to her. she wud be less furious..

relationship is bad........... again proved !!!!

another relationship.....
tiresome... i knew it was just attractiveness and nothng else but i had no control over my mind.
seeing love stories and listening to my friends i too wanted to be in a relationship..
found i perfect guy... my best friend Akash.
i messaged him all day and nite. i loved it when he romanticaly replied me. but as i beelive TOO MUCH CLOSENESS LEADS to SPERATION
i knew that and i hated it. i mean the relationship. but i loved the way i was being carried through...
gradually he started ignoring me,... 1 reply for 10 messages. i was furious. i said him to break up if he doesnt want me but that wasnt enough too.
there was a mad feeling rising within me. i was fucked up listerraly.
i noticed that even our frendship was ruining but i wanted it back. my frienship about which i was proud of.
i tried to msg him and he asked me to wait a sec... that sec changed to min.. to hours and to days..
he dint message me. the only way was to realise that he wasnt even my friend anymore and i decided to update my relationship status as Single...

again it is proved that RELATIONSHIP SUCKS>>>

its better to be single... coz all boys are same.. they try to pretend that they love you.. they pretend you are just another project for them that they have to complete... a MAKSAD...
they leave you without even caring to knoe what you feel... coz they dont have a heart !!!

New life........

1st april n i m starting a new life... too muchh busy to think about any damn thing..... which makes me feel down....

a trial !

hie,,, hard isnt it., but yesterday neetika's talk really touched. why i shudnt be the first to go... thats wat u used to say rahul.
they wont listen to me once or twice but trial never fails in the end., so i will keep on trying.
i sent a sorry mail to both of them.. i mean allya n Yamini... hope they understand that the mail was my true emotion. keeping my finger crossed, want verything to get well soon !!!!!

hie... today neetika came to my home. i felt good.. but again when we went for a walk allya and Yamini...they two were talkng. for a moment i felt bad... i tried a lot to be normal. hell lot normal. but everytime i got the traces of time when Allya was with me n how she always bitched about Yamini..

she wasnt supposed to be with her... but why was she?
i loved her... n you know it rahul... do i nned to tell you how much true i was to her/? then why did she do that with meh?

i never wanted her to be away from my life?... i was sooo true to her. i just cant imagine that the girl i thought to be my best freind forever wud do sth like dat.

i mean i feel soo shame to dedicate her the song TRUE FRIEND... which u dedicated me..n i loved tat song from heart !she insulted it...

tell me how can i be normal.... when there is not a single drop of repentence in her eyes.. when her ego is at the peak...

u always told me to have patience... but tell me will it work in this case? ever !?

you know what these days i tried to be stronger......
isnt it amzaing eh?
i dont know how it feels,,, ... n i dont know wat is love ? may be an abstract noun as u said... i feel the fresh smell of morning drizzle everytme.. i see your writng..
i was soo tensed whni thought i dont have any of your pics... but now i have 1/4 of my comp filled wid ur pics....

missing you!!!!!

i dont know what i should but living without has been so difficult... n i dont know why things seem soo differnt?
i remmeber your last words.. take best decissions in life.... you know what i had been waiting for that day from soo long.... soo much to say... but again blnk in front of u..
verytime ... every exam it was just so wonderful seeing ur face filled with a smile for meh (may be)...
i think of you each moment.. you letters... n surely the wonderful mails..
all i wanna say is that why arent u here with me? everywhere i see you smiing n winking at me........

i m gonna miss u !!!!!!

living Without u wud be sooo different now...
i wont wait on the railings to see you climbing the staircase,...
i wont pretend to tlk to smdy to see you coming out f d class in break...
i wont be crossing the class hundreds of times to see u...
i wont be bunking my PE periods just to spnd time wid u....
......god everything's gonna change soo soon... just bcoz u wont b here any more !

a Friendd Disgraced!!!!

I am 16. My best friend ditched me last month by talking bad things about me to some other person. I loved and trusted her very much but now I don’t know what to do. I thought that friendship is all about forgiveness. I made up my mind and talked to her about it. We talked and I thought everything was settled. But it wasn’t. She never called me like earlier or talked to me like she used to. It was her fault, she accepted, but now there was no sign of repentance. She got a new friend about whom she always bitched to me. She ignores me as if I am wrong. I feel hurt to see her like that. I was very true to her and never thought bad for her. I supported her even when she was wrong. Because of her I lost my many great friends but I never complained.
I sometimes think that I should go to her but every time it’s always me who goes to her. She never even bothers to come to me first. Now I have started feeling that by going to her I spoil my self-respect. But I am alone left in parties and other places.
I don’t know what to do. Please help me.

help me out

Dear RD,
I am 16. My best friend ditched me last month by talking bad things about me to some other person. I loved and trusted her very much but now I don’t know what to do. I thought that friendship is all about forgiveness. I made up my mind and talked to her about it. We talked and I thought everything was settled. But it wasn’t. She never called me like earlier or talked to me like she used to. It was her fault, she accepted, but now there was no sign of repentance. She got a new friend about whom she always bitched to me. She ignores me as if I am wrong. I feel hurt to see her like that. I was very true to her and never thought bad for her. I supported her even when she was wrong. Because of her I lost my many great friends but I never complained.
I sometimes think that I should go to her but every time it’s always me who goes to her. She never even bothers to come to me first. Now I have started feeling that by going to her I spoil my self-respect. But I am alone left in parties and other places.
I don’t know what to do. Please help me.